TODAY IS MONDAY, friday was my last day of school. it was horrible, i was cryin sooo much. i never thought i would miss alex and barry so much. me and nate have been in touch i email him alot. i miss him too. im grounded till july 1 and i need a cigarette!!!! i miss vicki, ive been thinking about her alot lately. i guess im kinda depressed. i havent cut in 1week and 1day. im happy bout it.nothing much has been happening, it never does during the summer. i need to find a job, i need money, i owe some people.plz, dont ask why. well thats it i geuss, bye for now.