WELL I DID IT EVERYONE, i cut sunday night.im sorry, i told nate, he was pretty cool about it i guess. i doesnt hate me, he wants to see me, thats good. i really do love him, more than i think i could ever say. he might go to this dance thing with me. i cant wait!!!still i know i hurt him.i want to die. im alone right now too, pray for me. my dad wants to move again, to iowa this time.i dont want to leave. im still just getting use to this place. i mean i have friends, i have nate. i dont want to leave him. and i really dont want to leave my freinds, i actually have them now!!!! im kinda popular actually, its scary.well thats whats goin on today. by the way, thank you everyone, you made me feel not so alone. THANK YOU VERY MUCH!!!