WOW!!!! havnt said much in a while. its nice to be back. its been at least 8 months that ive been mostly cut free, i had one or two relapses. im doing really good. as you can see, its no longer friends only!!!!! me and brandi an sam, even paige and i are friends again. but sams not very nice to me, and paige and brandi ignore me now. i dont need them anyway, i miss them though.me and barry are tighter than ever now, oh how i love him!!! i finally, after a year, wrote a note to TREVOR GREGORY!!! telling him i like him, even better, I gave him the note in person and he was happy to get it!!! he said im hot!!!! i heard he likes me too, i hope, i need a good steady boyfriend. i play guitar now, im not so good, i just started my lessons. but im happy. st paties day sucked!!!! i got pulled over, well not me kris, anyway he almost was arrested and i had to ride home in the back seat of a cops car. not fun, but thats life!!! johnny in culinary used me, you know 19, i can press charges. im thinkin bout it. i can want it and it will still be stachatory, we didnt fuck so not rape, mulestation??? dont know, but i can get him into trouble if i want. think i might.thats all i got to spit right now, holla back my hommie G fried chicken skillet!!!!!(hehehe, im "gangsta", NOT!!!)