OK A LOT TO SAY, me and adam are over, we lasted 3 days, how sad!!!! i went out with tom for like a week, hes an asshole, he seriously tried to rape me. what did i expect, hes 20. anyhow, adams coming down to the lake today. i cant wait to see him, i still likw him, sad but true. hes going to fight with tom, fist fight that is. see, tom keeps pushing the boats into the water and blaming it on adam, so adams pissed. i hope we hook up again. sorry but me and him have a connection. so i emailed brandi, myimortal4ever, i want to make things right again. i miss you girl, im better now, i havent been cutting, im happy, my depressoin is going away. my finger hurts, i slammed it in a car door, the nail is all black and falling off. its really cool looking, lol!!!!still somehow i feel empty but my plan will fix that. my plan, my dad as you know, hes not so nice to me so i decided to get out. ryan bisinari is helping me and giving me some where to go until i find a permanent home. i love him, hes like my one true freind. but i still have to find somewhere i can actually stay forever, well at least till im old enough to make it on my own. im gonna get a job and get imancipated, like kevin did.well i have to go, plz steal my pain away.