OK SO IM FEELING LIKE SHIT, today was hell for me. i broke mt favorite heels and god it sucked. people are pissin me off, i want to cut!!!!!but i wont, i wont i wont!!! i have to be strong. i have finally taken the hint and figured out that no one wants me, they all left me to be with someone else, even vicki, my love, my life. i love her vut i can never have her, NEVER!!!! it drives me crazy, not being in conbtrol of my fate, i hate it. if you can help leave a comment.