HE DUMPED ME....yeah true story. he emailed me sayin he still loved nicky [who doesnt love him by the way] and he left me. so im hurting badly. cant stop thinkin about him. i really did love him. i know its hard to believe with me and my clingyness, but i did. he treated me so good all the time, made me feel like i was worth something. i felt beautiful, happy, and loved. but its over now. i hung out in warren with my boyz, lol. with dave, sam, and jesse, and my sister. we just chilled. went swimming, walked around warren every where, had pizza. went to the concert on the common. saw adam collis, hes being a sweety to me, thanks. he wants me to call him, he knows i need to talk but, i dont think i can. a ton of people try cheering me up. i have to call like every one tomarrow....they all wanna know if im still breathing i guess. anyway, ive been through hell today, hope tomarrow is better. PeAcE.