SUICIDE

by imabouttobreak
Feeling: insatiable
EVERY BODY IM SORRY TO SAY I JUST TRYED TO COMMET SUICIDE. I TRYED TO HANG MYSELF, IT ALMOST WORKED TO. THE NOTE IS STILL IN MY POCKET. THERE WAS A ROCK BY THE TREE I STEPPED ON IT AND PUT THE ROPE AROUND MY NECK. UNFORTUNATELY, I WAS ABLE TO STOP MYSELF. SO THEN I STARTED TRYING TO JUST STRANGLE MYSELF, 4 TIMES, IT ALMOIST WORKED BUT I BACKED OUT AND JUST STARTED TO CRY AT WHAT I JUST DID. IM STILL VERY SET ON SUICIDE. I WANT THIS PAIN TO GO AWAY. IM SORRY. I AM. I THINK I WANT TO TELL SOMEONE, AND GO TO A MENTAL HOSPITAL, THIS NEEDS TO STOP. THIS IS THE 27 TIME IVE TRYED AND FAILED, NEXT TIME I MIGHT NOT BE SO LUCKY. HOW AM I GANNA TELL NATE, BRIAN, MY MOMMY? HOW? ANY CLUE, PLZ FILL ME IN. P.S. THIS DIARY IS FRIENDS ONLY, IF YOU WANT TO BE ON THE LIST GO TO PAINSETSMEFREE AND LEAVE A COMMENT.
Read 15 comments
Just say to them that your feeling really great emotional pain at the moment, and due to this you have " tired to kill yourself " But you really Must tell someone, however you do it.
Please. I've seen this happen to so many people, your not alone. Please don't let yourself become another victaim of humanity.

Joanna XxX

[Fadedsoul]
hey hun...its jess...im always hear for u...remember that so please u really scared me today...i was even crying...and u kno that i never cry...i love u...dont ever forget that...and i really think u should block andy...just my oppinion...k?...love u...buh bye
[Anonymous]
hey,i don't know u, but i've tried to kill myself a bunch of times to.i know wat it's like to want to die and how it hurts to smile. Remeber you can help yourself to. but i think u need to tell a friend, someone u trust someone who won't freak out..gently start to tell them the shit you've been through..and how you've tried to kill yourself..ps.i'll add u to my friends list ok?
[Anonymous]
What the fuck cort
if u want to go to a mental hospital than then tell someone I hate to say this but u need some serious help or else the worst
[Anonymous]
why'd you try to commit suicide????? i thought you maybe gettin a lil better..... if you ever need someone to talk to, i'm here...
Hey if you ever need anyone om here. I know i dont know you but i would like to help you as much as i can. Im james, i read the entry before this about that boy. Dont listen to him, hes a major jerk if he would tell you all that stuff...you deserve way better. You also deserve to be set free from these suicidal feelings. Like interuupted and fadedsoul said, you can help yourself. PLease i beg you to please not give up. You have a purpose,Please!
[Anonymous]
Dont let ppl who make you feel all the pain take your life from you, please dont give up. There are ppl who love you in this world. PLease hang in there!
[Anonymous]
hey, wat kind of pain do u want to go away? and u obviously don't want to that bad if u keep backin out.. but anyways, i think that u should just go straight out to them and say "we need to talk" and just tell them what's been on ur mind... they'll help u thru it...
[Anonymous]
hey you seem pretty cool! please add me to your friends list:D
hunnie, i am SO sorry for your pain... i SO wish that i could help.

i'm ALWAYS here if you need to talk.


Do you have MSN?

oh yeah, I Noticed That YOu Added My Boyfriend To Your Friends List. :) watch out, He's A reeeetard! hehe
[Anonymous]
hey man. why. what exactly is hurting you that bad. dont leave me :(.
talk to me
Hey, you left me a comment and that made me feel special =).

Whats hurting you so much that you want to die that bad? If you don't want to say I know how it is, but if you do, im here.
[Anonymous]
And how can you tell im new here? Lol.
[Anonymous]
YOU NEED HELP.

there, that time it really was me.
[Anonymous]
yeah i cut... i feel really bad about it... i wish i hadn't done it... but i can't really take it back anymore... and the more i think about it... the more i just hate it... so i'm hopin i wont do it some more outa anger for myself for doin it... cuz i haven't really told any of my other friends... and i'm scared to.... i kno you probably had a reason to try to do suicide... i hope that reason gets better and you find a reason for life...