OK YEAH IM CONFUSED!!!!! i broke up with drew, seems he was cheatin on me, but thats not why i dumped him, i called if off cuz of JOSH!!!!! how i love him. hes perfect, see i kinda was mad at drew so i made out with josh, i reallly like him. now im with vicki again but im going to break that off too. see i think im in love with with attention cuz i love all these boys that are all over me,hehehe!!!!! but i want to be with josh or chris, no one else ever. i know ill break this word but they really are special to me. brandi, why didnt you tell me last year you knew, i was in the same situation, it would have helped me. knowing i wasnt the only bi girl, bisides my babe vicki, i mean HELLO!!!!! any way all that shit asside, you know i love ya a bunch. oh by the way, anonomuos, what a pussy!!!!! what are you tooo scared to leave your name. hehehe!!!!! you might have been right about drew but so what, i dont listen to rumars, i like to find things out on my own, ok i dont need your shit!!!!! and who are you to tell me not to talk about someone? i can talk about who i want when i want got a problem? if so kiss my ass and lick furry dog nuts ok cunt. im not taking shit from no one, and that is final. bad news, barry's cutting, it hurts my little heart to see someone do that now. look at me, ive been cut free for 10 fucking weeks, im never gonna do it again, i hope. im trying hard but i almost broke down a couple times.well i got to go, ill leave you with the words of Jacoby Shaddix. "i tear my heart open, sew myself shut my weakness is, that i care too much. and my scars remind me that the past is real tear my heart open, just to feel" "scars" by Papa Roach