IM NOT SURE WHAT TO SAY.....nothin really happened today. i promised vicki i wouldnt do any more drugs, i hope i can stay true to it though. Barry still hangs around her in the mornings, I HATE IT!!!!!!vicki is MY girlfriend, key word being MY!!!!! i hate seeing them flirt, i mean god, she gets more excited to see him than me. anyway i feel like its not working out, it just dont feel right, i dont see her as much as id like. i want to go out with barry, cory, or andy, all of which want me for one reason, SEX!!!! they think im a slut and im not. i dont know if they would be serious with me. i want a relationship, NOT SEX!!!!!! sex is not a relationship, its just pain. oh well, they dont even know i excist, so i dont care. on a happy note, i got a pet newt, he is soooo cute. i havent decided on a name so if you have any suggestions, comment!!!!