Boring!!!! i have nothing to do today cuz i cant see mikey, TEARS**. i get to go pick up my check later and cash it. the last few days have been up and down. because i read through my old entries, i started to hate myself, i mean, grrr i was so immature. glad iv grown up a bit now. so i had a bad night but no cutting which is good. thats all thanks to jerry and mikey. i honestly think im in love with mikey, cant be sure yet. but he makes me very happy and he makes me feel good about myslef and he makes me feel beautiful. i like it. well, got to run, PeAcE!!!!!