IM SOOOO PISSED!!!!!! where to begin? well i cut on my hips last night. i have a phisical tomarrow and im scared the doctor might see it. im not gonna ask vicki out, i just cant now. today at lunch andy was joking about fuckin me and kept sayin how i had his cock in my mouth, i got pissed. then goin up those fuckin stairs hes grabbin at my ass, and we kissed. the whole time i was like hintin that i dont like him no more and told him to stop touching me. i went to talk to cory and he got all jelous and grabbed me and put his arm round me. then i just stopped talkin to him and he was askin me why i was sad and what was wrong. he kept tryin to talk to me but i couldnt tell him that i hate him and what he made me do.so he kept tryin to put his arm round me and i was all like no, stop, fuck you. he jlike well i do really care about you. im thinkin yeah right, liar!!!!! well he got pissed. so then he shoved me and told me to stay away from him. it made me cry so damn much. i mean yeah i like him but im not gonna fuck him or do things with him if he wont go out with me. i no he likes me but i dont wanna get hurt but i geuss its too late for that. i mean god i was molested and used by a ton of guys, shit iv almost been raped (i got away) i cant just let him do that to me. i cant just do things, ill get hurt i want to tell him but i cant. what do i do? im open to sugestions. plz comment!!!!!