WORK BLOWS!!!! so i work at salem cross now, i hate it. and today some drama happened that makes me wanna cry. mark, my buddy, has been under a lot of stress and is on meds for it. he offered me some before and i turned it down. well i think he gave sunny some and he was freakin out, almost about to pass out. and well i told terri and she told the boss. plus hes been doing bad shit latly so...wtf? and now this whole drama has broken out about shit. terri wont believe it wasnt him, i think it was personlally but hes a friend and im tryin not to get into the fight cuz they are my 2 best buds there, so im just like stressed from it. then mark starts talkin about hurtin himself and it made me cry, it depressed me so fuckin bad. and now im like.....blah!!! i feel nothing. on the lighter side, me and adam are in LOVE. believe it or not. we want to move in together and shit. its great, we have a good time together, and its fun. were really serious about eachother too. we want to have a baby, we've only been together 2 in a half months, lol. but were not gonna of course cuz were way TOO YOUNG, but at least what we feel is real. he makes me happy, thats what matters. so things are going good with him, so thats great, finally found someone who loves me as much as i love them, and thats what matters in life.