Well...today had to be the suckiest day since I got here. Meh. It was okay until lunch. I got out of the line after Lexi and Abby and I was walking over to the table and Jason turned around and looked at me and it was directly at me, like he was looking for me. It confused me. Then I heard Brent(think that's his name)say, "I swear if she sits with us today..." and he didn't finish his sentence. And I wanted to cry. Because they were talking about me. They feel bad for me, they aren't my friends. And you know, I honestly thought that Lexi and Abby were my friends, but hm...I just don't know. I know I do sorta exclude myself in some things, like not going to football games and all, but I thought...*deep sigh* So after lunch I go back to Social Studies and I want to cry. So I sit and finish my homework and I start writing a note. And I don't even know what I was thinking but I wrote the name Scott on the top. So I wrote a note to Tedrow. And it's folded in my wallet. And he'll never get it probably but oh well. So towards the end of class, we had like 15 minutes left Lexi turns around and says "What's wrong??" And she actually seemed concerned. And I thought about saying something. But it didn't seem right to say "well you hate me for one." So I didn't. I said nothing. And she was just like "oh, you seem super mellow and bummed out today" I felt so super homesick. I really wanted to cry for the rest of the day. So then I went to English. And Aly can't go shopping for a dress tomorrow. Which sucks. And I wanted to cry even more. But then I had a lovely conversation with her and TJ in the library. And that was fun. He's a cool kid. Not really cute, but so sweet and all. I wonder if he has a date to homecoming. HAHA. I can't believe I'm actually wondering that. I'm so lame. Well. I'll just suck it up. Maybe I'll call Cassie and ask if she wants to go dress shopping. *deep sigh* I miss you. You all r0xx0rz my s0xx0rz. I wanna come HOME!