3:11 PM You Say People Don't Belong in Boxes... Every single time I think I have you figured out. I think I can predict your next move and I can't. You unpredictible. Sometimes I think I have you put in a neat, little box, but then you do something and jump out of the box and dance around sticking out your tongue that I couldn't keep you in the box. Maybe it's better that way. Maybe people shouldn't be put in boxes. No Courtney, not because God lives in boxes. Maybe people are too complex to put in boxes. Or maybe it's just you. Last night I had the weirdest dream. I've been having odd dreams as of recent, but anyways... So I was sitting in a tree house thing and I decided I go somewhere. So I drove to Scott's house and I knocked on his door and asked if we could talk. So we get back in my car(since when could I drive?) I drove to Lundstrum Park(i think.) and we got out and we went and sat on the bench me and Liz took a lot of pictures on this summer. We talked a lot about his mission and about school and relationships. I remember hugging my knees to my chest because I was really, really sad for some reason. My legs were really tan. It got semi-cold pretty fast and it started raining. Don't ask why, my mind works oddly. It was really pouring and I was soaked and we still just kind of sat there, we hugging my knees and Scott sitting on the opposite side of the bench. Now this part I remember really specifically... I looked up at him and I remember because his eyes were so blue they hurt him almost and I said "You know, you promised me a kiss in the rain once." Then he told me "I guess that's why promises are better left unsaid." I agreed with him and I stood up. We were both soaked now. Then I looked at him again and told him I was happy for him and Liz. I just sort of walked away, towards the park. Then I felt him grab my elbow and he told me I was crazy. I'm not sure why. But I suddenly closed the distance between us and hugged him and started crying my eyes out and told him I would miss him infinitly much when he left on his mission. And he just kind of stood there. And when I stopped hugging him, I saw he was crying too. So I started crying harder. So then we started laughing because we both looked so stupid and we ran around on the park and jumped over some stuff and swang on the swings. Then we both went and sat under this tree that was like all pink and flowery and he took my hand and told me he'd always care about me, even if he was in love with her... It was wayyyy to odd for me. I dunno. Sorry for writing this but I sort of want to think about it and I'm afraid I'll forget it if I don't write it down. If anyone has some odd interpratation to my dream tell me. (sorry for the crap spelling.)