8:27 PM Today I'm a little head-over-heels crazy. I'm comfortable where we are. Though some things hurt. They hurt so effing much. Love is a scary word with him. I won't even use anymore. Only in certain circumstances. There's no more "But you love me..." Gah. Sorry kiddos. That's had to die. Even if love dies hard. It had too. Only took me a month and a weekish...still emo I'm in a happy mood. I went and got my band uniform. Bleh. Didn't take long. I see where Ian gets his personality from. I dunno...I've heard so many nasty things about him, but it would be cool to get to know him I guess. It's like the whole thing with him. He's a jerkface, but I really love him to death(shhhh! It's a secret!!) This song makes me sad. Last night it made me cry. I'll just take your heart for safe keeping. It'll stay here in Ohio. Because even though you hurt me, I don't want you hurt. Please give it to me? I'll take good care of it. And I won't fall this time. I swear.