3:17 PM Tramatized isn't a mood...stupid people...anyways Just realized the oddest thing last night... It all started as me leading him on. I can't believe I forgot, but it did. But then I fell way to hard and way to fast. I suppose I got what I deserve. Why didn't watch out for this? I just want to be done hurting. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ 8:26 PM New Years Resolutions(pulled from paper journal) 1. Decide how I feel about Scott and inform him. 2. Be more honest 3. Be more physically active. 4. Make the best of Ohio. 6. Keep up hard work in school 7. Start driving 8. First Date 9. Have an awesome Homecoming 10. Keep friends from SV/LHS even if I go to opposing school. And... 11. Find more of God. I've done two of those already. And I'm on my way to do some of the others?? Sorta...w00t. I feel kind of cool now.