I don't know what to think. Only many topics, but specfically Lexi. I dunno. Somedays it seems like she's my friend and likes having me around. Somedays she can totally ignore me. Somedays I'm the girl with the anwsers. And somedays I'm her tag-along who she can throw half anwsers. Don't get me wrong, I'm grateful she lets me sit with her and all. After all, I'm not gonna go sit by myself, because HA, Katherine's desperate to look like she belongs. I know I've denied wanting to just fit in, but I like to fit it. I like to have my different opinions and be able to be myself, but, for a year, it doesn't seem that important. For instance, if I went to LHS. I would already have friends, who know who I am. I wouldn't be afraid to go bouncing down the halls and give my friends hugs. Here it's like *stare at floor* "oh...hey*brief smile*" I love Aly. She's is the best. Really. She invites me to do things, she hangs out with me on weekends, she calls me. I'm so grateful for her. But back to the subject, I dunno what to think. I seriously...I dunno. I wish I could open up more and be myself, but it's so hard and I hate to sit there and watch and know what's going on behind all these kids backs and not say anything. But then again if I talked out, I'd probably get slapped in the face with someone saying "Whatever. You're so gay." *sigh* *sigh sigh sigh* Joshua was a jerkface today. Hehe. He ignored me. It made me laugh. I told him I couldn't secretly make out with him anymore behind Aly's back. Aly laughed. I can be so unfunny and yet people laugh anyways. Rah! -------------------- My collarbone hurts. The actual bone. It's not very cool. Haha...so I guess even though I'm super shy here, I still have my super flirt title. Aly said something about me flirting with Josh during English and I just sat there and was like "*blush* I don't flirt with Josh!!" She laughed so hard and then said she didn't mind. I didn't even notice that I was flirting with him that much... And then TJ had to get in on the coversation. "She's a huge flirt! When she does flirt that is..." I was laughing so hard. I'm in such a mood to go ice skating. PRIME TIME TOMORROW! Don't start school till 9:30!! Take that you children at Logan who start at some time that isn't 7:30! -------------------- I feel so poetic but I'm not writing because I don't know what to write about. I need to feel more emotions than this. -------------------- THINGS TO DO WITH LIZIKIGER [1]. Road Trip...to who knows where. [2]. Get taught how to play tennis [3]. Get milkshakes [4]. Midnight phone call once she gets her cell(though we did already complete that task...at least midnight my time...) [5]. Pick up a coupla cute guys [6]. Have a big party [7]. Go skiing(though she boards...ewww) [8]. Go to a dance together Too bad I'm not gonna finish this. PS-Congrads if you made it this far in this entry. You get a cookie. People with my MSN address message me if you got this far and I'll give you a cookie even!