Good thing. Yes. No one knows what I am talking about but Amy and me. Because I am crazy. Maybe I want him to read it. I dunno. Because I'm selfish. Ah well. I was looking at "romantic" pictures on the site with Teresa's photography. I just spaced the site. HAHA. I want someone to cuddle with. I want someone to kiss. I want someone to love and hold me together because right now I feel like I'm falling apart. I want someone who I can tell how I'm feeling and not feel silly in the littlest. I want someone who loves me back the way I love them. Yes, I do have some girl friends but it seems so different to Love someone. I want to go running through the too long grass and lay down with my head on his chest. I want to dance randomly in a field with him. I want to watch movie after movie and not get up. Just stay warm under a blanket. I wish I could trust you with my secrets. But some are too dark.