I feel really ridiculous. I've been sitting here thinking about whether I've changed or not since moving.
There's been lots of changes including
-stupid crushes
-hate of msn developed
-addiction to sD not half as bad
-less of a social life
-change in musical tastes
Don't worry about the last one. I haven't taken to listening to rap and pretending to be "gangsta". I just listen to more emo, less ska, and more other random music. *shrugs*
I really wish that I could change what I had done. I wish I could better judge my crushes and how they would end. But then again, I got to know the person better.
I just ended up with two people less close to me.
*sigh*
Oh yeah, I won. Guys do like Lizikiger. Just not the ones that she likes. Oh well, I still win0rz!!!!!!*HUGE GRIN*
Last night there was a show at the factory. And no one was online because they were all there. Even the Lizikiger went. She went with Pete and Cait and some other kids. Pete's such a good kid. Haha. He's taking me on a date. We're riding the LTD and going to Petsmart and Borders. Such a funny kid.
Oh...Border's...the little kid movie...us taking up more than... three-fourths the room back there...*sigh*...Summerfest sucked... no cotton candy...cuddled on blanket...paranoid... Chinese food...chicken in the mooshu...Teresa vegetarian... good times... mall...holding hands...Pete was at the mall...
Why did I mess it up?
I'll never forget this summer.
Firewords stand
Movies and blanket
Summerfest
Teresa's car
LHS lunch
Teresa's Party
Walmart
Jones soda
Painting in my yard
Lowe's
More Walmart
Dollar Stores
7.11
Lundstrum park
Blockbuster
Mashmallows
Candy
Gas stations
MSN messenger
sD
No heat wax
Jones soda(again)
Henna
Logan Aquatic Center
Chasing Sheep
Fireworks
Car show
Pink nail polish
Duck socks
Hugs
LHBC
Stupid rumors
Waterballoons
Bowling
Campfires
Freezing Cold
Sunglasses
Borrowed shirt
New house
"Prom"
Eating mandarin oranges
Chips and Cheese dip
Bowling
Pizza with pineapple
Hot tubbing
"Scary" Masks
Mmmmmm....Craig, Teresa, Liz, Amy, Jim, Mission Trip, Whitney. There were other people don't think I'm forgetting you, but these are things that I remember right away.
I regret kissing Ben. Really, I do. But on the other hand, at least it was Ben. Not some kid I now hate. Even though Ben can make me really mad. He's still funny. But eeeeewwwww!!
Ditched Teresa to ski with them. Grr...that makes me mad, I probably missed out on a day of great fun.
But I still had fun.
*dances* I'm gonna turn on Launch.
I want you and your beautiful soul*sings* I love this song. You can't stop me.
34 Days!!! Isn't that neat? I'll be there soon. I'm gonna die that day at school. Oh well! WHO CARES!! I'm going HOME!!!!!!!
I'm visiting you, even if you are annoyed by me. I want to just stop by and say hi.
Stupid old crushes.
I don't want another pretty face, I don't want just anyone to hold.
Wait! The girl -is- pretty*eye twitch*...Kidding...
It's 9:40 Eastern time. *sigh* I have like another two hours till anyone even thinks about getting on!! *sobs* But I'm so lonely!! Hehe.
Oh yeah. I made a sD friend. Wahoo. Nah, but she is pretty cool*smiles* And I can go whine to her about not having a ski resort around. Mwahahaha. Kristin is cool though. Yay for my making friends skills...or something.
I love Napoleon Dynamite. Enough said. I'm buying it if I get a chance!!!
Anyways. I'm going to end this now and if you read it WOW you are talented. There will probably be more added on by the end of the day*sticks out tongue*
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5:12 PM
Hm....I want to go LHS. I've decided that I really do.
I told Kendall that I might go. She pretty much got mad at me and was like "what you're gonna live in the valley and I just won't ever to be able to see you? Thanks a lot." I dunno. I would still see my SV friends, I would hang out with them on weekends and stuff, after school, that kind of junk. Kendall is the only person who has gotten mad at me. Whitney and Nicole were like "What the heck? Are you retarded Kat?" But then they said it was cool as long as I still hung out with them.
What do people think about this? Sky View or Logan?
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7:19
I miss Utah sunsets. So gorgeous.
Random thought, but does Pete read this? After I wrote my entry about rather going to Logan or SV, he told me I should go to Logan, randomly. Weird..
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8:31
Check this out baby!
You have an intense kiss! You and your partner
connect when you kiss and you forget about the
rest of the world. Hey, call me!!! ^_~
What anime kiss are you?
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So weird!
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9:55
The guy in the picture above it HOTT!!! Don't call me crazy! He is! Puuurrrrrr. Hehe. Yes. I'm bored. Excuses are GOOD!
Listening to: nothing
Feeling: down
I find myself doing that frequently.
kick 'em!