Listening to: Hands Down-Dashboard Confessional
Feeling: sane
3:03 PM
I think this is my favorite song in the whole world. Wow.
*sigh* It really sucks when all your best friends get new best friends while you're gone. It sucks even worse when you're moving back after a year, so then you'll be the one without friends.
Liz has another friend named Kat...Kathyrn I think. It makes me sort of jealous to think that someone else is being called Kat by Liz. The same way it pisses me off that what's-her-face started refering to herself as Spaz after Kendall and Christa told me I was one and started calling me that instead of Kat. I know it's selfish.
But...but...Kat is *my* name.
I could list about 50 things I hate about Ohio. And the thing at the top of the list would always be losing my friends. My friends from North Cache are splitting up and all hang out with new people.
So I figured I'd run away to Logan..ha. That's me, always running away from what I can't fight.
But I can't go to Logan. It'd be too awkward to have two Kats in one group. And I would be Katherine. And I've decided I hate when people call me Katherine now. Unless it's like...Resa. Because Resa has always called me Katherine.
I love Resa. She's a good reason to go to Sky View. A great reason infact.
I can't believe I just wrote an entire entry about how jealous I am that Liz calls someone else Kat.
It's mine! You can't have it.*sigh*
Last night I cried myself to sleep. I'm not allowed to come back to Logan until school starts.
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5:22 PM
You may think it's lame but how about we ship you off for a year, but you can still talk to your friends daily. But then you friends all friend someone to replace you. Let's see how lame you think it is then.
i know how you feel
but what about when you can't talk to them every day?
and what about when you can't go back after half a year and try to get people to love you again?
it's hard stuff.
that's why you have to go to SVHS with me! yay! <3!