Wondering. Don't know about what. Just wishing I would start already...so I could stop. yeeaahh. Mom says Tuesday I should do the trash early in the day and THEN do the whole Doctor thing with the baby. Thats a good idea so I wont be late. For work. Sushi tonight. With Dallas. It's nice that I can steal him away for a little while. Sometimes he is the only person out here in the free world that keeps me sane. And then some of the things he says don't really make sense until like months later. Ya know? But he is the reason why I haven't gone to the top of some tower and shot at a bunch of people, before making phone calls to certain particular people and having them meet me there! HA! Yeah...Dallas really saves the day! I miss Jared already. Ganna go see him again next weekend. He told me not to talk to any of his family besides his mom. And that is to get the stuff with the car squared away. So that is what I am ganna do. DON'T KNOW WHAT TOOK ME SO LONG! It's kinda nice that he has my back... And I don't have to deal with them anymore. Got this new idea for superbowl! I think that me and Erica are ganna go promote the club and the superbowl party in personalized (tax deductable) jerzies...she wears one team and I wear the other! All we gatta do is get all perty in our jerzies and BLUE JEANS (had to make that clear to certain OPINIONATED readers) and toss out flyers to old men with money! And since we are the people who greet them at the door and sit them down and GET THEIR DRINKS they will recognize us and tip us well! HA! There is my plan! well I am off to sushi! see ya! B