right the fk here! HA! So I started my new job at St. James tonight. It's cool. No drama, just go out there and make your money. Ya know? And I don't have to wear that stupid corsette anymore. I wear pants and a button up shirt. Simple, comfy and something Jared wouldn't mind me working in, ya know? Not that he can complain...because it's not like he helps out with the bills or nothing...anywho... I am feeling a little bit tired of the whole "wife of a prison inmate" thing. Maybe I should break him out and move him, Sam, and Nick to Mexico with us....hmmmmmm....and then we would have to take my cat...do they have cat food in Mexico? THEY BETTER! Otherwise, we are screwed. I miss him... Jared, I mean...not my cat. I see him everyday. Damn thing bites me all the time. He likes to play. But yeah...Jared, I wish he was home. My sister over fed my fish and I think it's ganna die. I think I should press charges on her if it dies...yeah just to scare her out of over feeding another fish...because I will get another one...but I have to break her of her serial killing habits now...before I waste a million dollars on fish. Poor kid is ganna cry when she finds out that she killed my fish. Ganna go see a movie on Sunday...don't know which one yet. Sushi with my brother was great last Sunday. I really love Dallas. I am glad that he puts that time away for me. Ya know? I think that Dallas knows everything...even may know the meaning of life. I think I will ask him what it is tomorrow so I will know too and I can tell everyone. HA! I saw my sweet loving Jared this past sunday. We are ganna get married by proxy. I am accepting apps of people who want to stand in for him and "pretend to marry me but really are just saying his vows for him". PTF! Just kidding. I think my mommy is ganna do it for him. That's cool. Well, I am tired. Sleep is near! HA I almost typed "neat" well, actually I did but went back and deleted it...and put the R.... neat....HA! B