Changed my shit up again...think it looks more like me...girly yet, uhhhh whats the word.....
BITCHIN'! yeah that's it!
so I took Levi to the dentist today and they want to cap his molars (after they fill his cavities) and pull his front tooth. They can do all they want to the back...but they are not going to pull the tooth. How can he be expected to learn how to talk when he is missing one of his front teeth??? It's ganna fall out anyway, and he is already missing one of the FOUR front teeth because he was born without it...I don't think anyone is going to be yanking anything out of my sons head.
So today I broke down...pretty much felt like punching Jared in the face for leaving me to handle all this crap. Having to deal with the doctors all day, having to call the prison and argue with the retards they have working for them...and then just dealing with the stress that comes along with being by myself. I cried and then I got over it.
Sort of.
Want to go to sleep...I should to some laundry...would much rather sit on this damn computer and not do anything.
I think I have done enough for the day.
B
we all do.
don't worry about jared, if you can do it now, while he is gone, imagine what you will be able to do when he's back.
and don't think of that negatively, please... that's not how it's meant.
i love you.
and i don't blame you for not wanting them to pull levi's tooth out.
oh yeah.. are they going to fix that skin on his lip or will he just grow into it?
I love you both.