Not sure what I am doing here again... Wish I knew what was going on with my school stuff. I can really see why people are so STUPID! None of them can get educated because getting into a college and getting into school sucks after it isn't required from the state. blah. I need to write Jared. What about, you ask? I'm not sure. I just want to write him and tell him that I am here for him. In a way, I feel like I have lost my best friend. And it's all my fault. But also, at the same time, I feel like there wasn't anything I could have done to fix the problem. Or prevent this from happening. Sometimes I feel like we were destined to end this way. And it all goes downhill from here. blah. Taylor is pulling Levi around on the ground by his hoola-hoop. Cute. Looks like fun. I wonder if she is strong enough to pull me. nope. What a freakin' weenie! B