so My brother is in fucking jail in some hick county. He wants ME, of course, to bail him out... AND I DON'T WANT TO! He had the shit on him, he should fucking sit his stupid ass in there and THINK about what being an adult is REALLY LIKE. I swear sometimes it's like he is MY CHILD. I ALWAYS have to come to his rescue. AND it would be different if he REALLY did try to NOT get into trouble...but he just doesn't care. HASN'T ANYONE NOT BEEN TO FUCKING JAIL YET? GOD! I feel like I am surrounded by a bunch of bunk hopping fuckups that cant get their shit together. AND THE ONLY ONE that is trying CAN'T come home... UGH! So here are my choices...Bail him out and a week later have to drive him to San Marcus (which is REALLY far from where I live) so he can get to court on time. Because if I DON'T I am reliable for the costs and fines that they slap him with... yeah...that's really great. AND then, to top it all of, he'll still get sentenced to 3-5 months in jail and end up doing all of the time anyway. OR I don't bail him out and he sits this out and he hates me forever. FUCK THAT! He puts his ass in jail and then hates me!??? Makes a lot of sense. But that isn't the least of my worries. I am trying to fucking save this money so I can get out of this house and everytime I turn around it's something else... and NOW this. Wish I could just move to another state and never have to worry about Texas again. And Rob....ugh, don't get me started. And all I can do is act a fool and not be happy with my situation...that I had EVERYTHING to do with...but atleast I am not calling my friends and family to bail me out of this one...I pay my dues and don't ever expect shit from anyone...just a little respect. Ya know???? Why can't Chris be like that? And Sam, I swear she is the only thing in the FREE WORLD that keeps me sane...maybe that is just because she is just like her brother...only a girl. I want to kidnap her and take her with me. We can go invade Brooke's house, she (Brooke) can slap me around a little and call me the names I need to be called and then we can all five of us live in a happy, but cramped, god-loving home... and THE ONE RULE IS: DON'T GO TO JAIL. I swear the day Levi gets into trouble with the law, I am ganna bail him out...and then beat the dog shit out of him! He'll want to go BACK to jail to get away from me. Maybe that is what my mom DIDN'T do...she didn't beat the shit out of my brother everytime he fucked up...she just let it go. FUCK THAT! K so I am still mad, I thought this would make me feel better...but it doesn't.... blah.... B