That's it...I give up. I think I am throwing in the towel. It just seems that everytime I start to think "maybe this won't be so bad" the dating scene gets worse and worse. IT SUCKS ASS! And I would like to think that Jared is what God has planned for me...but in all reality...I think he is trying to close that door...but which one is opening. Am I looking to hard? WTF> I think I am just going to stop waisting the money I spend going out and save it, and then me and the kid are going on a cruise for my birday. Watch out folks...Brandy might not come back! I swear! I am just ganna gain 50 lbs and LEARN how to take ALL KINDS of shit from a male, and then maybe I might just be desirable to the male species. Oh and learn to cook and clean like nobodys business....yeah thats what I am ganna do... shiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiit. I'd rather die alone with 14 cats and a fridge full of sour cream! EDIT: The next day, I wake up and get this as a horoscope...I think someone is watching me. Dear Brandy, Here is your horoscope for Saturday, October 1: You're torn between spending some time alone and putting in whatever hours it takes to get a project completed in the company of others. Lots of others. Once you decide, you'll put yourself into it completely. But take your time. weird. B