i've had sit before, but im starting over. i'm in 8th grade, im 5'6 died black hair average length and bangs. im really into the guitar, right now im composing music. my family is kind off crazy, my dad cusses alot, thats were i get it. and my sisiter is..God i hope she doesn see this, shes very concited, obsessed with her image, and my parents are separated, but sometimes my mom is really weak. she hates her job and she sometimes just cries, it scars me. as for me, i've never been suicidal, i just told my teacher in my essay that i dont listen wen he talks to me after he holds me back form class, im telling him i dont feel close to God and i dont want to, im scared, of the religion, believe or you go to hell, i wont be pushed. well i spend most my time in my room, i hate skool, and right now im single and it bugs because the guy i liked, and still kinda do, now my best friend likes...now my best friend...shes really odd no jk like 4 years behind us. sometimes shes bitch-like but shes growing to be better. another friend is a total liar, i just cant stand it wen she lies, but shes so fun to be around. i just got over a huge fight with soo many girls. and im just tired, of middle skool. plz talk