mmmm u kno wat im doin? im eating pizza, its so orgasmic...yummmmmmm hahaah jk well nehow. the past few days have been very....very...expiriencing.. me and martin are basically broken up...yea it sucks..but i dont care. maybe a little.... anyhow, i kinda hooked up with someone new. dono how well thats gonna work out, assuming that he lives in Santa Barbra now. ....i almost *hit it* out of the park, but i decided to *play it safe* and stay at *3rd* if u get my flow.... wow that was pretty skilled. well if u didnt get that ur lame. no need for details tho i'll just say the first time i recieved finger wasnt as good as the second, now that felt goooood. yea i kno i siad no details...so i'll stop there... anyhow, i like this kid...but i just dont kno. no more martin, and now its this kid. hes 15, and he recently moved to santa barbra from ventura...lame...but neway, i dont kno if i like him that much. i dontkno. im lame like that. i do all this stuff with these guys im not sure i like. now thats a shitty thing to do. so its most likely true that im probably the girl thats gone the farthest at my skool, its not so hard to believe wen u kno my skool, its a jesus skool,and only 150 kids in the middle skool. im not sure who i like. or want to be with. im really confused, but i want to settle down. bc right now, too many guys, and my grades are pure shit. i have an F in spanish. a D in history. a C in english. a C in science. and thankfully an A in math. im a fuck up. i cant do this right. im not caught up at all. i need help. and i cant controll my need for my social life. i cant. im done. 8th grade doesnt matter anymore. bye daniel...calm down take two breaths and listne...im an athiest...and thats it. and so there. once again my life is read. dont like it? dont look at it.