friday...i went to a show with nikki after i hung out with him at his house. he came for a while it was cool he got to meet a lot of my friends. and uhmm yea something was bothering me at the time....but it was ok. saturday... i think i just woke up went to the lesson, came home later, then went to the proles/infernal machine/thunderboys show haha that was fun. matt came then left then came again....watever...it was fun having him. i didnt get hit on wen he was there. (good thing) hah yea, im all happy i got to meet a few kids that i met on myspace haha it was cool really.... sunday i didnt do anything, until nite, i went to matts for an astonishing hour....bleh that was a boring day. gah i hate wen matt is worried, he gets all quite then i have to bite him till he tells me wats wronG. not only that but he doesnt do his homework and clean his room and then his drunk of a mom yells at him an then he cant go home at nite.makes me sad. but wat can i do? hah not only that... but she found my underwear...so brads going to tell her some bullshit story of how thye got ther......i dont think she likes me like she used to. haha wat can i do? nothing. thats the answer. im just not going to do anything for a while. i have to sneak going out with matt everyday im with my dad...i did today, and will tomorrow. i hate doing that. but seems thats the only way i can. another thing i hate. i love matts jealousy, but i hate it wen he takes it too far. like he freaks out wen guys call me. or something that happened saturday...no i take that back, he doesnt freak out...he jsut gets all quite. it makes me worry... P.s tylers balls smellll sooooooooo horribly. as for boredumm... Describe(favorites, as of now...): [ x ] music;; oi 77 punk [ x ] friends;; matthew and others too [ x ] clothes;; my sewed jeans, and shirts [ x ] accesories;; i dont know [ x ] wallet;; hah dont have one [ x ] hairbrush;;its purple [ x ] toothbrush;; hah i dont know? [ x ] sunglasses;; i never wear them [ x ] hair;; my hair is black, and yea...hah [ x ] fashion;; haha no [ x ] eyes;; brown [ x ] color;; green and black and white [ x ] beverage;; milk [ x ] desert;; ice cream! [ x ] underwear;; haha im not sure [ x ] cd in stereo;; i believe that wud be CHeap Sex headed for a breakdown [ x ] how far around the bases;; all the way home [ x ] would you have sex;; yea Do you, Are you? [ x ] Insomniac;; not really [ x ] Physco;; haha nooooo [ x ] Geek;; i dont think so [ x ] Sinner;; haha noooooooooo [ x ] Bitch;; i try not to be [ x ] Dirty;; literally? hah yea i gotta shower [ x ] Whore;; no [ x ] Drunk;; not at the moment [ x ] Smoke;; no [ x ] Travel;; not lately [ x ] Hypocrit;; i dont think so [ x ] Lover or fighter;; lover [ x ] Suicidal;; no [ x ] Jobless;; yes [ x ] Tv, addicted;; never watch it [ x ] Mall rat;; haha kinda not lately [ x ] Movie bum;; no [ x ] Racist;; no [ x ] Drama Queen;; no [ x ] Mosher;; not really [ x ] could be, pregnant;; haha nope i still have my system [ x ] Wrecker;; no [ x ] Wanksta;; haha no [ x ] Pyro;; nope [ x ] Liar;; yes [ x ] Procrastinator;; all the time [ x ] Murderer;; no [ x ] Hood;; no [ x ] Liberal//Republican;; liberal [ x ] Obsessive;; can be hah [ x ] Athletic;; no [ x ] Easy;; wen im not sober....or sober...it depends [ x ] Seductive;; hah some say [ x ] Dance;; no [ x ] Writer;; no [ x ] Artist;; sometimes [ x ] Reader;; no [ x ] Lazy;; not really