im so happy its like ive never been this happy in my whole life. its not the kinda happy taht comes and goes its always there. i owe everything to my sweetness my love my LIFE matt. <3 yesterday my dad went off on my for practically no reason. we were driving home i was so tempted to run out of the car and go to matts house. parents can be so rediculous. sometimes it seems like life as a bum wud be better. or id love to live with matt. i no things went wrong like the 3rd day im not sure wat exactly happened but yea. i cant help but love him. this gatorade makes my lips bloo. anyways i see him everyday. o i do.... hahah i breakdown wen i dont get to see him. im not myself with out him. hah im just gettin ready to go see him. i gotta get dressed ive been running around in my underwear waiting for my mumsie. haha. *mom* singing the cure. haha. i wish it was jsut me and him. forever. i hate leaving him. i really do. i cant wait to go see him... AHH MOMS COMING HAHA I GOTTA clean! im the happiest ever peace -lyss