today i was with my love. we just hung out then later went to the mall for fooooooood......... like everything was ok then shit kinda started to get messed up. i think hes insecure. or maybe jsut worried. and i totally love him for that. so im not mad of coarse, but then is tart to get uneasy and start feeling untrusted... then again...if he wasnt worried or didnt care i wud be pissed. so im happy just the way i am...eh anyways...haha sometich... hahah yea Biiiiaaa.... uh anyways...haha i think i am uterly hated. by someone i used to be very cool with. i think i am. maybe a few people...man thats a bummer it matters to me. but not to them. so maybe theres no point. ahh watever. i dont need to be thinking of this over the past two days... him playing my piano at my dads house at the mall just being cute