yea im pretty bored, i dont realy kno wat to do right now, theres nothing to do.........like i dunno, i just wanna go do something.....meh well anyhow. i do feel like a shit head. ive been feeling like a shit head since friday...i totally blew martin off to go to the mall...but i really wanted to go...and i havent talked to him since. so its obvious hes pissed. the next time we talk im just gonna apologise tell him im to young for a relationship like this, and ask him to just be my friend, cuz honestly i dont wanna be together with him anymore...hes really nice and cool but i just dont wanna be together... ok well this is makin me upset...like sometimes i think im just gonna cry, which is rediculous bc i dont even wanna be with him! so yea................. fuck that SHIT! im fucked up, hahah im like upset but im the one whose doing this. o fukin well i dont care........ leave comments later lovers, alyssa