The onset of the cold season brings the return of an old friend. I've missed her touch and when she wraps me in her embrace I feel all warm and tingly inside. She keeps me warm through the cold nights and days, and at times whispers gentle caresses in my ears. I've been longing for her since long ago, and finally she's returned, and again she makes me happy. Sadly, the cold days, the long nights, have always for some reason, brought on a depression within me, a sort of dark abyss that I fall into each winter, and seem only to find my way out of each spring. I'm waiting for it to take me down, to begin it's slow methodic destruction of my life. All ready I don't wish to rise out of bed in the morning, and my body aches with such terrible fatigue. Bit I'm going to try to stay happy and motivated, try to drive on with my life. We'll just have to see where I end up. Anyway, today is payday so I'm going to go see how much money I have, and if there's any to spare on my own personal indulgences.