It's been a while since I wrote a new entry, but then again it's been a while since anything has happened that was worth writing about. Last night I made some new friends. Within just a couple of hours of knowing them I already felt I could trust them and consider them to be family. It's been so long since I have known the companionship of those who are like me, who truely know and understand who and what I am, and now I've finally been reunited with kin. They've reawakened my spirit and with it my senses, I feel like i've just woken up from a long sleep and am trying to get reaccustomed to hearing and seeing the real world. Another interesting thing happened to me last night, I got a call from Gabriel, he talked to me like nothing had ever happened, like we were still brothers and that everything was ok, like he would never, ever think of betraying me. I asked him about the events that led to me thinking that he had betrayed me, and he said that it was the doing of another person that was very capable of commiting the same crimes, and the sad thing is that both of them have such a history of lying that I'm no longer sure really of who it was. But it was good to talk to my brother again, and it pains me that because of his actions, he's driven everyone around him away, he's left with only two people he could ever trust, and I'm not sure if either of us really trust him fully because of things he's done. But for now I just have to hope that he's just always ended up in the wrong situations at the wrong times, and that he never really did betray any of us or himself. But alas, I am out of time so I have to wrap this up with nothing but two very incomplete thoughts, so for now, adieau.