Well I woke up this morning after a good long nights rest and I appear to be in one of my little manic moods, you know the ones that seem to break up severe bouts of depression. I dread the moment when I come down off of it but for now I know I just need to appreciate being in a good mood for the first time in forever. I think it might be a result of this weekend, which if anyone is wondering see my previous entry... and possibly last night, I got to remember that have have the love of some very awesome girls, I was reminded that I actually do have something worth living for, so for now I smile.