Well, I've been home fo almost a week now. I'm not sure if there's really any reason for me to come back. It seems like everyone i've cared for has turned their back on me. As I type this I'm sitting in my best friends basement all by myself. The girls that I had in my life have all gone out and gotten into serious relationships, my grandmas family treated me like an unwelcomed burden when I was there in stead of a human being, and my mother and brother and sister... well I never really got along with them too well as it is. I leave tomorrow, and as much of a hole I feel in my soul when I'm in dc, It's pretty much the same here back home. I think I'm going to have to say goodbye to my old life, to everything I was before a year ago, It's time for me to be reborn, I've lost everything I had, and I now have so much more. Goodbye everybody, I'll miss my old life.