Listening to: a mixed C.D with random rap and rock songs
Feeling: agitated
I hate my dad's g.f. She told one of her friend's that the reason that she didn't take her kids with her to her mom's is cause she had never been out with out them. Ya right! That's bull shit. She spined every thing to make her seem like the perfect mother. My mom was better than her and she was depressed all the time stayed in her bed quiet a bit. Ya and she was bilplar. Excpt during the summer then she took us summing like every day cause she didn't work. Eney ways I'm sure you get my point. She is still a better mom. Even though she is dead. When I reamber how she would encourage me and belive in my dreams. She was the best.
Donna is a bitch. Plain and simple. I could do with out her. Actualy I think it's about time for my dad to trade in. She dosn't do eney thing for none of us unless she has to. She dosn't lift a fucking finger around the house. Oh she dose do the laundry. Whaop de fucking do. I could fucking do that. If I had the money.
I hate her damn kids. Calling MY Mom's mom grandmal. My mom is dead so that kinda pisses me off! That and a while before she died. All of us here were at my dad's mom's apt. And my mom was there cause she was staying with her cause she is friends with her. Well Cassie told my mom ; "Sense you arn't around alot your kids have to call my mom mom."
That stupid little bitch. She made my mom cry. My mom had manic depressive biplor disorder. Which isn't a good combo. I'll all ways hate Cassie for that. Theres that among other things. Ther all good reasons. Not made up. That wasn't the point of this entry but, here it is.
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Chains by stupidgurlbb 3/29/04
Not all chain are visable.
Especialy not yours.
You an I pretend tha they aren't there.
But, the moment I want to do something.
That dosn't fit your mold.
Tha chaind reappear.
Holding me back.
Telling me it's stupid.
Well I'm not you.
I don't thinkg the way you do.
You want me to live my life, yet the chains are still there.
There suffacating.
I don't need your chains.
I'm trying to free myself from my own.
But, don't worry.
Keep me cahined cause one day I'll breake free.
Well see if you see me again.
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