She wants to ponder the universe. To think of every thing in detail. She dosen't want to be bothered with simple things. Like doing the dishes or cleaning her room. She wants to escape anyway she can. She hates school but, wants to learn all she can. So she can figure every thing out. The things she can't figure out,she just shrugs off. While inside they eat her alive. She knows how to bluff someone. But, that is about it. She keeps herself stuck in her own world. Desperate to break out. If only she could relize that she is her own way out. She hates people and can't stand there company. Yet, on the inside she get's so lonely that she delves deeper into her own world to make it go away. She does what she can to get by. She won't look at her self in the mirrow. She always sees her mother in her face. Which just brings the tears. So she does what she can to get by. Sleeping for days at a time. At least in sleep there are no dreams. No true saddness or pain. So she sleeps. Cause she wants to ponder the Universe and maby someday even conquer it. By Jessica M. (stupidgurlbb)