Ok, As of yesterday it has been 4 years sense my mom died. I'm not as crushed as I thought I would be. In fact I'm ok...I soppose. At least I am right now. Which is good cause that's all anyone can hope for. I got hang out with Ashley over the weekend. I wanted to smash her cell phone at least a dozen times. Cause she talks on it all the time. Whatever. I have my ways of making her see my point. I should be going with her to her mom's this weekend. Ya, I'v got my fingers crossed that I don't hurt her. I'm kidding I care aton about her. -stupidgurlbb