I am too stupid. I'v been wanting to talk to Jill. Then well today I did some thing well not realy mean but, not realy nice ethier. I gave this annoying guy her e-mail address so that he could send her messed up pictuers. not the best idea. I told her. even better. though i told her cause if felt gulity. I just realy want to talk to her before she moves. I know not the best way to go about it. Err. Yep how knew how true this name would turn out to be? I didn't. Wonder if Jill knew. I bet she did but, diffenutly not to this extent. Ya and S. is sick. I don't care as much as I used to. Well I try not to let myself eney ways. The most I can let myself is to worry about her heath and well being. It seems that is all I can ask in return. It don't bother me as much. Not easy.