It kills me. This week I will only get to see Ashley on Wednesday. :'( i hate saying goodbye to her. :'( I love her with every fiber of my being. On a better note I should be getting my dipolma on Friday. SWEET!!! Also I should be getting my DS. I can't wait. I hope my dad is proud of me. My dad used to be my whole world....when I was little. Now Ashley is every thing that I want. I won't to make her proud. Make her happy. Make sure she is okay. I'm trying to get a job @ Taco Bell. To get the ball rolling and move out of my dad's house when I get the chance. When i move out i will be getting three kittens. I can't wait. Ashley and i are going to try to get a place. Every thing I am doing (expect for getting the DS) is all working towards the goal of move out. I love ashley. sometimes I feel obessed. maby i am. at least I'm happy...for once. : )