My body aches. I'm realy tired & I still have the damn dishes left to do. I'm going to do them after I type this. I just want a few mintutes to think. I think I'v made a few new friends. I didn't mean too. It just happened. I won't let them get real close to me. I don't want to hurt them. I don't want to be given a chance to hurt them or vice versa. Not to mention I don't want to have to see another friend move away. I don't want to be too emtionaly envoled. But I know me & it will happen even though I don't want it to. It will though & if it does I don't won't let them in. I did with a few people & I all I did was mess every thing up. I'm lucky though that at least one of them has forgiven me. The other . . . no comment. Well GTG I need to do the dishes.