Shit, I hate this. I want my dad to be @ home. 2 fucking months of this shit. I want to every thing to get to some kinda norm. Man, my grandmal i love her but, errrr. Everyone is on fucking edge. We have to act like every thing is okay. But, it ain't fucking okay. We all waiting...waiting for something anything weather good or bad just for something to change. My dad is sick. I worry about his health. It's takin a toll on him. :'( Well i'm done a complaining for today. <~<~stupidgurlbb~>~>