[25] Tra La Fuckin La

Listening to: none
Feeling: agitated
As of...yesterday...Me and Evelyn are "speaking". I don't really wanna talk to her since she probably doesn't even know why I am/was upset. So yea, that's sorta pissing me off cuz she won't listen to me and yet she wants to be friends. No bitch, it don't work that way! You have to hear both sides of the story, but yea w/e...This is the convo: Me: hello person who isn't talking to me and is making me feel worse than I feel, please forgive me for whatever I've done and talk to me Her: omg i am so glad ur talkin 2 me again Me: I've been trying to you just never really talk back Her: im sorry iv made u feel worse Her: o Her: i 4give u do u 4give me Me: Do you know why I was upset in the first place? Me: Well am...but yea Her: i was scared 2 talk 2u cuz i thoght ud blow up in my face Me: *sigh*...Evelyn, Evelyn, Evelyn...I was making me mad that you wouldn't talk to me Me: It* Her: o sorry ...i miss u! Me: i miss you more! *cough, cough*...*gag, gag*...mmk continue... Her: im so....relieved Her: BEST BUDDIES! Her: rite? Me: sorry...lol...yea Me: I'm like IMing and talkin to Ashley at the same time and my head is getting worse Me: grr...Life sux Her: YAY! Her: yea i agree Her: totally Yes, because her life just sucks...You poor baby, minus the fact that you don't care about your grades until it's time for a test or something, your life is kinda cool! Sure your parents usually don't let you do shit, but at least your parents are still together, yes he's your stepdad, but you still trust him enough to call him dad. Whatever, read on... Me: yea Me: Man today was like the worst day and I was only there for like 1 period Her: r u feelin better Me: not really, I feel worse Her: well at least u got a cupcake Her: lol Me: I guess Her: man that test is hard Me: I wouldnt' know, Ms. Daly wouldnt' let me start it...I was tryin to get her to let me come back during 4th since I knew Ms. Cannon would send me to the office anyways but she wouldn't let me Me: Then yea...I cried, got a headache, and came home I'll explain that part later... Me: So it all worked out til my allergies kicked in Her: aww ms dalys a biatch Her: o man that happened 2 me 2 Her: allergies suk Me: yea Me: Man, I'm so drugged right now Me: *sigh( Me: *sigh* Me: What did I miss today? Her: LOL Her: angela collapsed in pe from heat exhaustion Me: that's not funny She's becoming more of a bitch everyday, sometimes I just wanna slap her. If she was sitting next to me when she did that I probably would have...ok, yea...So maybe I would kick her ass if I had the chance. Me: But Ashley already told me so yea...I know Her: she had 2 go 2 the clinic Her: o Her: badey? Her: sory Me: yea Me: The greetings thingy doesn't work for my comp, but thanx anyways Her: aww man Her: ur welcome Her: (She had some stupid AOL smiley) Her: i gtg stupid parental controls Her: lol Me: mmk Me: bye Me: ttyl Her: ttfn Her: bye buddy Her: (and another one...) Me: bye Me: 8-) Her: adios Me: ciao <--------Getting annoyed that she won't FUCKING SIGN OFF ALREADY! Her: lol Me: :-) Her: (and another one...) OK...About the crying thing: 1)stress from our SOL test in science that I never go to start...Thank God! 2)I still didn't get the chance to talk to Evelyn...until after I got home and many hours later. I didn't get to talk to Evelyn in advisory like I wanted to, because Ms. Cannon's bitch ass stopped me in the hall because she didn't like what I was wearing...Some white shorts of my sisters and white tank and my grey sip up hoody...Anyways, she was like...Erika, uh uh I'm having a problem with this. (I had rolled up my shorts alittle b-cuz it was hot as hell) so I rolled them down again and my dumbass wasn't paying attention and Ms. Cannon saw my thong! Can't get worse right? Wrong...Another teacher decides to join in on my already going to hell day, did I mention I'm practically in tears with a growing headache...So anyway, I pull up my shorts zip up my hoody and she's suddenly got a problem with the hoody, which I've been wearing like ALL FUCKING YEAR! She's like, uh uh you can't wear that (the hoody) while you're wearing this(my outfit)...and I'm just like, I've been wearing this all year, why is it such a problem? You know what her answer is? I'm awake this morning...I swear I almost hit that woman. YOU SUDDENLY DECIDE TO FUCK UP MY ALREADY FUCKED DAY B-CUZ YOU DECIDED TO HAVE YOUR FUCKING COFFEE THAT MORNING...FUCK YOU BITCH! She's all like, I want you to go to the office. At this point I'm just like glaring at her ugly wrinkled ass wishing she would drop dead. So when she says this it just pisses me off more, so I'm just like are you kidding me and left. I never made it to the office, I just went to advisory. All that was reason number 3 for my semi-meltdown, by the way. 4) I actually did want to start that SOL, but I had a meeting for this Guidance Aide thingy I did...So I asked Ms. Daly if I could make up what I missed in 4th period, since Ms. Cannon would make me go to the office anyways and she kept sayin no. So by the time the bell for 2nd period rang I was in tears and could barely see where I was goin. So I got to Mr. Nicely's and just liked collapsed in tears on my desk, and then I finally stopped crying long enough to ask Evelyn if we had an extra shirt in our locker in gym, she said no...So of course i started crying again, and then I saw Evelyn put her head down like she was sad or something and I'm just like...wtf? But yea...I borrowed Missy's agenda, went to the nurses' office, told her I had a headache and she called my mom. They both thought I was crying b-cuz of the headache when in reality I had a headache b-cuz I was crying. So I went home, Ashley called I talked to her was trying to get off the phone with her so I told her to call Kelley...She 3-wayed her instead. So yea, I told her my mom needed the phone and hung up. So yea, then I got a slight fever, felt dizzy, headache got worse, woke up this morning feeling like shit...Been layin around all day, now my mom's kinda ignoring me...O the joy, yea whatever...I hope I get sick again, cuz I really don't wanna see Evelyn on Monday...Nikki might end up taking me to the doctor's Monday anyways...So yea, I dunno. Anyways, I'm talkin to Julian and Tito...God I miss Julian so much...ugh...I hate this...I'ma go be happy...Bye...*tear*
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hey babe... i love ya and you know if i had seen you crying i would have given you a hug... ive been trying to comment on this for awhile but sit isnt lettin me.. so yea you know i love ya babe... and we gota get Julian to come see us here soon... love ya
xoxo
-Kelley
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