hey erika its me. i have to tell you something. i have been in love with you for so long. i really love you e [anonymous (24.99.104.41)] ^ um... ok... Who is that? --------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- R.I.P. Luther Vandross, you're in our hearts and on our minds... --------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Alright, let's see... yesterday kinda sucked... Like the evening part. My mom came home and we had all these plans and then Sherman called... Yea, they were on the phone for about 5 hours... Which sucked b-cuz I had talked to America's bf and he said he was gonna call before he dropped off my phone, which of course he never did... but yea... Let's see, then my mom told me about Luther Vandross and that was sad and then like earlier I had felt like I was gonna cry but I didn't. So then I was just sitting at the comp playing the online pool thing Yahoo has and I just started crying and I couldn't stop and it sucked so bad cuz I had no idea what the hell I was crying about. God, it was awful and yea, I called Eduardo but he was at the movies and it was too late to call anybody else so yea... I called Eduardo back when he got outta the movie... He called me 'ma'... eww... But yea, he said he was tired so he went to bed and I didn't get to talk to him. He was supposed to call today like 2 hours ago... Yea, that didn't happen. So here I am, feeling sick, and having someone proclaim they're love for me. Watch it be someone who doesn't really know me and they're just playing this big ass joke on me... lol... Yea, I could see that happening, but yea... I'ma go cuz I'm supposed to be going to this cookout thing later, so maybe if I actually go do something I'll feel better in time for the cookout. "Sometimes I'd listen outside her door and I'd hear how my mother cried for him. I prayed for her even more than me, I prayed for her even more than me..." ~Luther Vandross♥