Been a good minute since I left my last message. Not a lot has happened. I'm not doing Cross Country anymore, cuz that was just too much drama. So Coach was just like 'Take a break and if you're feelin better by indoor then come out for indoor'. So yea, my Cross Country career is over... *tear*... But it's kinda a good thing cuz Teri's mad at me for God know's what reason, and when Teri's mad at me... I tend to avoid her. Um... Talked to Eduardo earlier. :-D Wow... He's just... Wow. I miss him soooooooooooooooo much. I'm so jealous of the girls in Hawaii. He has no idea... lol... It sucks. I wish I could see him everyday and go chill at the mall wit him and Malik. He's so important to me. He keeps talking about the future and everything and it's kinda scary cuz I don't even like to think about tomorrow... lol. But at the same time, I like what he sees as our future. He's all I think about. He's all I talk about. Jennifer's probably sick of hearing about him by now, but she knows I can't help it. On Thursday I went to dinner with Anthony, Pilar, Nick, Adrienna, and Kelley and I didn't really start smiling til I listened to an old voicemail from Eduardo... lol... That's really bad, but I dunno... I knew it would make me smile. :-) But yea... When I was talking to him earlier he was sooooo sweet. He was saying all this stuff about how it was getting serious and he didn't want it to cuz of the whole long distance thing, but he does want it to cuz he really likes me. And I feel EXACTLY the same way. And I don't like it. I don't wanna get serious and then it's like "Oh and by the way Erika, I met this girl. I think she's cool, I might ask her out." or something. Definitely do not want that to happen. I dunno... And then we were talkin about all our little memories. I remember when we went to McDonald's after seeing Amityville Horror. I know he had to think I was the biggest nerd in the world, cuz I was singin all those old songs... lol... But it was still fun. And then the dryer, The Longest Yard, his jacket, the toy cars, the video games... The 3 hour phone conversations. I still remember one conversation I had wit him before he left. I was on the phone wit him til about 5 or 5:30... My mom was really mad. She came in my room and was just like "Did you even get any sleep???" and of course I lied... lol. But that was an interesting, interesting conversation. Anyways, I gotta go get ready... To get my shoes to go wit my HOMECOMING DRESS!!! mwauh ha ha... I'm excited. By pplz. I miss you Eduardo!!!♥♥♥