Is it possible to wanna hit someone and reach out and hold them at the same time. I know I want to, I wanna do that to plenty of ppl I know. They're pissing me off and I love em to death at the same time and it's tearing me apart inside. I dunno, it's stupid. AGH! I can't even express in words how I feel right now. I feel alone and useless and GRR...I just don't know why I bother with anything anymore...I just...I dunno, I just wanna cry but I don't want to and even if I did I can't. I wanna scream but I don't wanna let anyone know something's wrong. I just wanna not wake up when I go to sleep tonight, but then I'd be missing out...What the fuck is wrong with me... w/e, I'm out...I'm tired and Chris wants me to stay online and talk to him...heh..Go figure...mmk, w/e...peace out whoever the hell reads this...