Well... Well... Well... Eduardo is mad at me... hm... I find that slightly ironic... Seeing as he's the one that played me... Stacia... hm... w/e. She was his girlfriend... I think... when he was here. I bet he was sending her little e-mails saying... 'Ooooh baby, you know I love you.' and 'oooooh baby, I'll be there with you soon.' You know... The usual playboy bullshit. It's funny cuz when I met Eduardo, I figured him for the ass-hole type. But then I got to know him... Or I thought I was getting to know him... And yea... I fell in love... And now this. So glad we never had sex. That would make things SOOOOOOOOO much harder. Now I'm just kinda over it. Cuz I found out last week, so I've cooled down. I sent him a message on Myspace saying I was mad, that I wasn't gonna tell him what it was I figured out but that my little confession of figuring something out was my way of forgiving and moving on... And yea... That caused the anger. Or maybe it was the part where I asked if he was gonna change his Myspace page, cuz... I don't even remember... Something was wrong with it and I was trynna change the subject. But yea... Didn't really work too well. He was like... 'What's with all the questions? You know what I don't even wanna know already.' So yea... Anyways... Maybe he'll read this and see why I was pissed. He came on here once. He probably doesn't remember the site though. Anyways... Back to the message I had sent him. I gave him a bunch of clues... He was just so intent on trynna figure out what the hell I was talking about that he was too oblivious... Don't you just love that word?... to see what the hints were. Like... 'Who's the first girl you ever said I love you too?' He said that that girl was me... I know for a fact that it wasn't. I dunno if it was Stacia or not... But it sure as hell wasn't me. Guys... No matter how much you think your girl wants to hear something like that... Don't lie to them about that kind of shit. But the part that pisses me off a bit more is that... He was not only playing me and Stacia... He was possibly playing Nyeshia and Teri too. He claims he never had feelings for Teri... But hmmm... Who was rolling around in his bed? Who was he trynna fuck??? I mean... I won't lie... I was also in his bed... And he also tried to fuck me... But I also got played. Then there's the whole virgin thing... I'm not even sure I believe that anymore... Actually I really don't. I'm sure he's not a virgin now. But before... hm... Makes you wonder... And then poor Donut... I feel almost obligated to let her know that her "man" is a lying sack of shit who likes to lie to girls and knows that for the most part... He can get away with it. I feel obligated to send her each and every e-mail that jack-ass ever sent me. Maybe I'll even try to send them from his account. Just forward them to her. But that requires a password... Whatever, I could just send them from my account. It's still credible. And then poor Stacia. That fucker... I can't even imagine how she coulda felt after all the shit he probably put her through. Like when he first went back to school over there, he gave her a kiss on the cheek or something and he kept going on and on about how someone was making it a big deal and how pissed he was. It makes sense now. Cuz I thought he was a little over-heated about it. I thought maybe he was just worried about how I would feel about that. Now I see he was just worried about getting caught. And also... All those little comments she would leave him on his Myspace page... It makes sense. All the little... 'I love you's and 'I missed you's... It makes perfect sense. That fucking ass-hole. OMG. Yea... I'm kinda mad all over again. But I do have to give him props. He almost got away with it... Almost. I feel tempted to bribe him for those shoes he promised me... hm... Plans are formulating... Oh and if anyone's wondering where I get all of this lovely knowledge... A good reporter never reveals her sources... :-) My mom always said it was the Pretty Boys you gotta look out for... Charismatic bastards... He's probably proud of himself. Him and Malik probably had a good laugh over this... hmm... I'm not sure why I'm surprised... I saw it coming... ♥Erika