Well, to start off, I'm not overwhelmed overwhelmed, just kinda a little. School's piling up already, I need sleep, and my home life kinda sucks as does most ppl's. Anyways, I don't really know where to start so I'm just gonna say the big thing that happened today. Anthony asked me out. It's blowing me away, like he told me he liked me, but yea... I dunno. According to Nick he likes me A LOT and even Anthony told me too. And it's killin me cuz I had to say no. I mean, I like him. But he's like my best friend and I don't wanna ruin that. Plus it would just add to my already stressful... stress. And I can't handle it right now. I feel sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo bad, though. agh!!! I'm not gonna say w/e cuz that's not how I feel, but there's really nothing I can do, except for hope that he understands what I'm goin through. I dunno, I'll tt him later I guess. Cuz yea, I didn't tell him in person, I sent him an e-mail and I haven't talked to him otherwise, so yea... I know e-mail's bad for that kind of thing, but yea... Only way I could really reach him... Aggh Now I'm saying w/e... w/e... I'm gonna go attempt to do some kind of school work. Ciao...