Nothingness. Nothing feelings. Kelley's thinks she's ugly...*sigh*...I don't get it. She's beautiful, but she can't see it. I mean really Kelley, how many times are you gonna talk about guys hitting on you before you realize that you ARE GORGEOUS!! C'mon, put 2 and 2 togetther. You say that you feel all ugly around certain ppl and that you get pissed off when they say they're ugly and all that, how do you think I feel around you and Evelyn. You're both gorgeous, you both have guys that really care about you, bf or not. I mean c'mon...What will it take, I know if you're reading this you'll probably just be like, I told you tellin me I'm pretty makes me feel worse wtf...But I'm just stating my own opinion freely. God, I soo can't deal with this right now. Everybody's got fucking problems, everyone's always got a problem. I wish everybody could just get over their insecurities and ppl would stop fuckin with ppl who did nothing to them. I wish ppl would stop acting suicidal. I wish all these little teenagers would stop gettin fucking pregnant. I wish everyone would just stop being fucking stupid, myself DEFINITELY included. I wish I had the guts to tell Brian I liked him, but I don't cuz I'm afraid of what his reaction would be. I wish I could trust Evelyn again, but I don't think I ever will. I wish...I dunno, I wish alot of things. I wish everybody would just be happy, not fake happy...But content happy, not just some momentary good news or something. It's just so fucked up. Everybody's fucked up these days, WHAT THE FUCK?!?!?! AGHHHHHHHHHHHHH! God, and I'm gonna miss these ppl too. Now doesn't that sound stupid, but it's not. They're my friends, insecurities problems flaws and all. They're my friends and I might never see half of them again. God this is so depressing. I can't handle any of this shit right now...My mom needs me to wash dishes anyways...I'm out...